Goodmorning, Starshine. Your dad and I are going to see Grandma and Grandpa today; we're leaving around 2 this afternoon. This will be the first time we've gotten to see them since we lost you, dearheart. I admit, I'm a little nervous. Every day gets closer to Christmas, and close to February, when we were supposed to be welcoming you into the world.

Lately, it's been hard. I've been missing you every day, wishing that I could have you back, so I could hold you. I wish I knew what you looked like, little one. You know, dad and I never got an ultrasound picture... we got to see your heart beating one time, though. It was the most beautiful thing that I'd ever seen. I'll always, always keep that memory dear.

I need to go to bed, Dahlia. But I had just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you, and that I love you more than anything. I hope it's warm in heaven... it's raining down here.

- Loki